this is SO true

“Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst thing you could get from boys were cooties? Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? And we couldn’t wait to grow up.” –Unknown

I actually cried with this… because I don’t want to face it, but it’s the TRUE, nothing else. I was SO shocked when I found it, and I knew I had to post it here. Seriously, in what have we turned life? The hardest one was “Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your hero?” that hit me so hard, as if a GIANT rock had. What happened with HAPPINESS? what happened with RESPECT? I find it difficult to realize, that some people are really crap, I know it's hard, but yeah, CRAP. “When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut” I REMEMBER THOSE TIMES! Now you can’t wear one, because you are either a slut or an I-want-to-be-on-the-spotlight girl, it hurts, a lot, makes a big whole in my chest how rude we are sometimes, how do we let our mouth say words we really don’t mean, how we don’t THINK BEFORE SPEAKING. “Goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?” – WOW- That’s other one that is a giant rock. Now, there are couples every 10 minutes and break-ups every 5, shockingly TRUE, sadly TRUE. I can not believe how life had changed, how we, people, humans, have changed. We have to RESPECT, LOVE everyone, to CARE for everyone, not just to be friends because he’s rich, be a couple because you think she has a great body, be REAL friends, REAL couples. While writing this, I’m crying, it’s 6:08 p.m. and I’m at work, and crying, yeah, the woman in charge is staring at me, I don’t care, I’m inspired and I’ll write everything that comes to mind, it won’t make sense, but again, I don’t care, as my kinda bio says “I write nonsense stuff and random thoughts”.

“And we couldn’t wait to grow up.” – That made me cry like a baby. I really couldn’t, well, CAN’T wait to grow up, but… reading this and realizing how different things are, I don’t want to grow up anymore, I want to be 5-years-old and have like 20 best friends, laugh about everything, jump, fall, run, make mistakes without being criticized, no hypocrites, war as a game, no danger, dress however I want, be WHOEVER I WANT, because THAT is life, we should be living like that, the way we want, no trying to please every single person around us.

“I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody.” Bill Cosby – Bill Cosby, I love you.

Mfernanda <3.