This is MY life, don't try to tell me how to live it.

I'm freaking back.. can't believe I've been gone for almost 6 months!

I don't care if you think I'm a freak because I don't go out on Fridays, because I rather stay at home and read a book or watch a movie. YES, I'm geek like that.

What made me like this?

People and their bullshit. People and their desires of being on top. People and their attitudes. People and their constant letting downs... I'm tired. Tired of everyone being so freaking fake, everyone doing what everyone else does.. Be unique, people. U-N-I-Q-U-E. Don't try to fit the mold because it's what "seems cool".. you'll be cool too if you do what you REALLY want to do, what you really like. I hate that girls my age (16) these days go to nightclubs and get drunk - Another reason why I don't want to go out anymore, it's just embarrassing to see them, I feel bad for them and feel a little bad inside, too. Why don't you just do stuff YOUR age? I, obviously, can't tell them a thing because they won't listen to me.. but, whatever, I'm proud to say I don't do that stuff, I guess I'm not a "normal" teenager, which is perfectly fine with me, I SO don't want to be normal.

Life is short and we only have one.. Why do you have to rush it? Your time for everything will come, seriously.. Stop trying to grow up so fast.. STOP. IT.

I'm so tired of people letting me down, so tired of people saying I should lie to my parents and go out with them.. NO, I won't lie to my parents to go out to places I'm not allowed to go and get drunk.. Nope, baby, that's not me.

I want to keep writing in this blog because it was my first source of letting my thoughts out.. I love you, blogspot.

Sincerely,

-M.

Don't waste your youth growing up.